I am going home tomorrow!!!
Yay! I get to see everybody!
Oh, I can't wait, AND... I get to stay, 2 whole nights!!!!!
I don't even know what to write, I am so excited...
I am going to visit Pookie, and take Patches out for a good run!!!
And everyone is getting a HUGE HUG!!!!!!!
But I need to go now! Food and Sleep, await!!!
I love you all! See you tomorrow!!!
Me!
Friday, December 31, 2004
Sunday, December 26, 2004
A good day!
Hello out there.
I hope that everyone had a great day, and cannot wait to see my family next weekend!
Today, I woke up late, and putzed around for a few hours,then at around 1 oclock decided to have a shower after Chris' parents called to say they would be here within a couple of hours...
Yeah, so in about an hour, Chris and I completely cleaned and organized the house, and so now I can see the bedroom floor, and the kitchen table. It is kind of scary.
And, go figure, it has been 5 months since we've lived here, and Christmas is the first time we actually use the kitchen table.
But when we move, we will definitely keep it cleaner. The townhouse is larger in square footage, not including the basement. And it is much more accessible. One block from my job, and same to the main LRT station for the area, which is where the other two will need to go to get to their jobs, which are on the route of the LRT. If that made any sense at all.
And there is lots of shopping nearby, and that makes life real easy...
Yeah. We just need to get our crap together and apply.
:)
Moi.
I hope that everyone had a great day, and cannot wait to see my family next weekend!
Today, I woke up late, and putzed around for a few hours,then at around 1 oclock decided to have a shower after Chris' parents called to say they would be here within a couple of hours...
Yeah, so in about an hour, Chris and I completely cleaned and organized the house, and so now I can see the bedroom floor, and the kitchen table. It is kind of scary.
And, go figure, it has been 5 months since we've lived here, and Christmas is the first time we actually use the kitchen table.
But when we move, we will definitely keep it cleaner. The townhouse is larger in square footage, not including the basement. And it is much more accessible. One block from my job, and same to the main LRT station for the area, which is where the other two will need to go to get to their jobs, which are on the route of the LRT. If that made any sense at all.
And there is lots of shopping nearby, and that makes life real easy...
Yeah. We just need to get our crap together and apply.
:)
Moi.
Sunday, December 19, 2004
I finally had a real day off today. Except for the fact that I was going to go in at 10 to open the doors so the other workers can enter... but was called after I was on the way, my boss came in, so I wasn't needed. It was nice.
So I putzed around all day, and we went out and had a great supper at Chili's where I have never been. I had a good steak, it was delicious, but only because of its superb marbling (Ribeye) and quality. The marbling I spoke of was also LOTS AND LOTS of fat. And this was the leanest of the two cuts I was deciding between. But still one of the best steaks I have ever had.
Nothing tops Dad's cooking though!
And I get to see my Mommy tomorrow! Good stuff all around!
I am going to go though. We are going to watch a movie, and then go to sleep...
Me.
So I putzed around all day, and we went out and had a great supper at Chili's where I have never been. I had a good steak, it was delicious, but only because of its superb marbling (Ribeye) and quality. The marbling I spoke of was also LOTS AND LOTS of fat. And this was the leanest of the two cuts I was deciding between. But still one of the best steaks I have ever had.
Nothing tops Dad's cooking though!
And I get to see my Mommy tomorrow! Good stuff all around!
I am going to go though. We are going to watch a movie, and then go to sleep...
Me.
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
My Boo...
...came to see me today...
I was at work, and no customers were around, just my boss, Dave and I were talking... I was telling him about Pookie, and the horrible experience that resulted in her physical life being taken away, and mine being changed forever. This, also, was right after I finally published the last blog, during which I cried, a lot. It wouldn't publish properly last night when it was written, so I did it today at work.
Anyway, I was telling him about her, and all of a sudden one of the tables that we stack out lots of deals onto started to shake as if someone had tripped into it. It made us both jump, as it was 10 feet away, and there was NO ONE around. I immediately went behind it to see if there was another reason, and neither of us could find one.
I believe that it was a sign that Pookie came to see me, to let me know that it's okay.
And even if it was something reasonable, like the floor shifting, which it shouldn't be to that extent, I don't care. I KNOW that Boo was with me today.
I also had a lot of deja vu today. More than normal. Thought that was interesting too.
Gonna go, have to prepare notes for the meeting I am doing on Saturday.
Thanks for visiting, Baby Girl, I love you, I miss you, I can't wait to see you again. Please give me signs more often.
Love, Me (the blond girl that gave really good scratches and massages).
I was at work, and no customers were around, just my boss, Dave and I were talking... I was telling him about Pookie, and the horrible experience that resulted in her physical life being taken away, and mine being changed forever. This, also, was right after I finally published the last blog, during which I cried, a lot. It wouldn't publish properly last night when it was written, so I did it today at work.
Anyway, I was telling him about her, and all of a sudden one of the tables that we stack out lots of deals onto started to shake as if someone had tripped into it. It made us both jump, as it was 10 feet away, and there was NO ONE around. I immediately went behind it to see if there was another reason, and neither of us could find one.
I believe that it was a sign that Pookie came to see me, to let me know that it's okay.
And even if it was something reasonable, like the floor shifting, which it shouldn't be to that extent, I don't care. I KNOW that Boo was with me today.
I also had a lot of deja vu today. More than normal. Thought that was interesting too.
Gonna go, have to prepare notes for the meeting I am doing on Saturday.
Thanks for visiting, Baby Girl, I love you, I miss you, I can't wait to see you again. Please give me signs more often.
Love, Me (the blond girl that gave really good scratches and massages).
The Stare That Breaks Me
I miss my family, I miss setting up the Christmas tree, which I don't even know if they did. I miss the daily anticipation, as it gets closer to Christmas morning, even as we get older, and we spend less on gifts, and more thought on spending more time together.
I miss the smell of decorations, the look of the tree at night when it is the only light, besides the tv, and the sound of the Christmas carols that Mom likes to play.
There's times at work when I am just about to cry because they insist on our playing Christmas music from Dec 1-25. The thought of spending Christmas Day with anyone besides my Mom, Dad, Sister, Brother, and Patches, well, it breaks my heart. It also reminds me that Pookie will not be there, and I don't care if other people are sick of hearing about me missing her. You know what? I loved, and still love her. I saw her get killed, and felt like it was my fault because I opened the door. But that doesn't matter to me. Because she may be gone, physically, but I know she is still here. She still visits me. I pray for her, and to her. I ask her to watch over my family, because I can't. Because I can't visit them, I ask her to. And all of this together is going to make me cry. I have been waiting for an opportunity to set up my tree, but I don't know if I want to. We don't really have room, and I am getting depressed already.
I have been thinking about this a lot lately, and have been leaning towards going to C.L. for Christmas, but I may be going alone if I do go. C will be spending the 25th with his parents, and the day before, and probably after too. J probably has to work. I kinda wanted to leave Christmas eve after work, and go to C.L., and leave either 25th night or 26th morning, but I don't want to drive in those conditions by myself. And it looks like neither can go with me for New Years either.
I miss my family so much. I am only three hours away, and it is so rare that I see them anymore.
I am sick of going down for so quick of a visit, that Patches will barely, kind of, not really, warm up to me again, and I leave again and he gives me the LOOK. The stare that breaks my heart.
Patches, I wish I could stay. I really do.
But I am going to go to bed now, so that I do not end up late for work. Big visit by head honchos tomorrow.
Yay.
If I don't get to see you guys, Merry Christmas. I am sending all of my love, hugs, squishes...
I wish I could be there, and bringing dirt pie.
Now that I am older, I want to go to the family get togethers and can't.
argh. Theya, it doesn't get easier. Feel blessed to live the good life right now.
I will talk to you all again soon.
I miss the smell of decorations, the look of the tree at night when it is the only light, besides the tv, and the sound of the Christmas carols that Mom likes to play.
There's times at work when I am just about to cry because they insist on our playing Christmas music from Dec 1-25. The thought of spending Christmas Day with anyone besides my Mom, Dad, Sister, Brother, and Patches, well, it breaks my heart. It also reminds me that Pookie will not be there, and I don't care if other people are sick of hearing about me missing her. You know what? I loved, and still love her. I saw her get killed, and felt like it was my fault because I opened the door. But that doesn't matter to me. Because she may be gone, physically, but I know she is still here. She still visits me. I pray for her, and to her. I ask her to watch over my family, because I can't. Because I can't visit them, I ask her to. And all of this together is going to make me cry. I have been waiting for an opportunity to set up my tree, but I don't know if I want to. We don't really have room, and I am getting depressed already.
I have been thinking about this a lot lately, and have been leaning towards going to C.L. for Christmas, but I may be going alone if I do go. C will be spending the 25th with his parents, and the day before, and probably after too. J probably has to work. I kinda wanted to leave Christmas eve after work, and go to C.L., and leave either 25th night or 26th morning, but I don't want to drive in those conditions by myself. And it looks like neither can go with me for New Years either.
I miss my family so much. I am only three hours away, and it is so rare that I see them anymore.
I am sick of going down for so quick of a visit, that Patches will barely, kind of, not really, warm up to me again, and I leave again and he gives me the LOOK. The stare that breaks my heart.
Patches, I wish I could stay. I really do.
But I am going to go to bed now, so that I do not end up late for work. Big visit by head honchos tomorrow.
Yay.
If I don't get to see you guys, Merry Christmas. I am sending all of my love, hugs, squishes...
I wish I could be there, and bringing dirt pie.
Now that I am older, I want to go to the family get togethers and can't.
argh. Theya, it doesn't get easier. Feel blessed to live the good life right now.
I will talk to you all again soon.
Thursday, December 09, 2004
To sum it up, lots of hours
Wow.
99 hours. That is how many I have worked since November 29th. And I have yet 36 to go. In three days time.
My head is going to hurt come Christmas, but especially this time of year, we are going to need the money, and particularily because our lease is up at this place, and we were looking at getting something cheaper... or at least more transportation accessible.
We are looking at some townhouses that are 1 block away from my new store, up by 140th Ave and 42nd Street, and should be cheaper, especially if I don't need to have my car running every day!!! That would be awesome. And it is right near the end of the line for the LRT station, and would make it easier for both my roommates to get to work than if we moved somewhere else.
It is near a grocery store, lots of major roads, some serious shopping areas, like COSTCO!!! And, also blockbuster, Roger's Video, There's banks, and like 3 Tim Horton's, and I haven't yet seen a McD's besids the one in the W/M that I refuse to visit, because it is evil. My boss made me accompany him there to buy some stuff for the store, and it reminded me why I dislike it so much...
Wow, rambling!!!!
Going to go, it is 2 a.m. and I have to get up at 7ish, to leave for work at about 7:45ish, so I can put in lots of freaking hours today too...
Wish me luck, and hopefully soon some sleep. I am off on Sunday, and I think I will throw away batteries from clocks that day. And shut off the electricity. Or maybe just the alarms.
Anyway...
Me.
Soon I will be rewriting a long emotional blog that I had written a few days ago. When I tried to save it, it erased it all, so I gave up. It seems all of my really emotional ones do that.
But alas, there will be another day.
To sum it up:
I miss you, Pookie
I miss you, Family,
I miss being home,
I miss feeling home
I miss my car
I love my Family, All of it,
I am proud of my family
I am glad to be a part of my family,
I am glad to have such a great family,
I love Pookie, and her baby boy, Patches
I can't wait to go to bed now.
99 hours. That is how many I have worked since November 29th. And I have yet 36 to go. In three days time.
My head is going to hurt come Christmas, but especially this time of year, we are going to need the money, and particularily because our lease is up at this place, and we were looking at getting something cheaper... or at least more transportation accessible.
We are looking at some townhouses that are 1 block away from my new store, up by 140th Ave and 42nd Street, and should be cheaper, especially if I don't need to have my car running every day!!! That would be awesome. And it is right near the end of the line for the LRT station, and would make it easier for both my roommates to get to work than if we moved somewhere else.
It is near a grocery store, lots of major roads, some serious shopping areas, like COSTCO!!! And, also blockbuster, Roger's Video, There's banks, and like 3 Tim Horton's, and I haven't yet seen a McD's besids the one in the W/M that I refuse to visit, because it is evil. My boss made me accompany him there to buy some stuff for the store, and it reminded me why I dislike it so much...
Wow, rambling!!!!
Going to go, it is 2 a.m. and I have to get up at 7ish, to leave for work at about 7:45ish, so I can put in lots of freaking hours today too...
Wish me luck, and hopefully soon some sleep. I am off on Sunday, and I think I will throw away batteries from clocks that day. And shut off the electricity. Or maybe just the alarms.
Anyway...
Me.
Soon I will be rewriting a long emotional blog that I had written a few days ago. When I tried to save it, it erased it all, so I gave up. It seems all of my really emotional ones do that.
But alas, there will be another day.
To sum it up:
I miss you, Pookie
I miss you, Family,
I miss being home,
I miss feeling home
I miss my car
I love my Family, All of it,
I am proud of my family
I am glad to be a part of my family,
I am glad to have such a great family,
I love Pookie, and her baby boy, Patches
I can't wait to go to bed now.
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
this cat is bored
Some cats work, some cats play.
We are now overstaffed at my job. Isn't that great?
Oh, well.
I am still working 72 hours a week, just so I can get a decent paycheck.
Long hours+ not much sleep= cranky me
It's fun though. ANyway... gago.
moi
We are now overstaffed at my job. Isn't that great?
Oh, well.
I am still working 72 hours a week, just so I can get a decent paycheck.
Long hours+ not much sleep= cranky me
It's fun though. ANyway... gago.
moi
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